Hello, all! I'm Darian~
This is my thinspiration (and fitpsiration) blog--the start of a new me. Last spring, I was the perfect weight; beautiful and healthy with a flat stomach and abs to prove it, but over the summer and this winter I've gained nearly twenty pounds. I'm not sure what happened to my motivation, but it's time for me to get it back. I've tried everything, but I can't seem to get the rolls off.
No more, though! This is it! My time to shine. Hopefully y'all will be here to support and motivate me along the way, and drop tips by; because God knows I'll need them.
Thank you!
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
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Made the hundred-calorie limit.
I’ve never been so proud of myself! :D
(which, if you think about it, is a bit sad)
I’ve been doing really well lately, sticking to this new diet plan. I haven’t gone over my limit once yet!
But fuck. Tomorrow has a hundred calorie limit.
I’m going to make it if it kills me.
DIET TIME BITCHESSS! I’m going to the beach on June 2nd so I only have until then to lose as much weight as possible!!
Time to get this shit started… AGAIN.
Seriously. I’m going to do it this time. I swear.
Day Two:
Posting this from my phone, so I’ll make it brief.
Salad - 160 calories
Ice cream - 400 calories
Walking - [-300 calories]
Total - 260 calories
Allowed - 300 calories
Man! That one was cutting it close. Oh well. XP I promise I’ll post some quotes/ pics tomorrow. For now, goodnight everyone! And good luck!
Day One: Take Two
Alright, here goes nothing. All in all, I feel like I did alright today. Better than yesterday, at least. This whole thing seems to be getting me a bit down—I was so pumped in the beginning, but I guess I never realized just how hard this would be. Oh well—what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger!
Cheese sandwich - 160 calories
Apple - 30 calories
Sweets - 560 calories
Running (60 minutes) - [-500 calories]
Total: 270 calories
Allowance - 400 calories
Day One?
Alright, well, looking back over the last few days? I’ve gotten completely off track and I haven’t been able to motivate myself. I finally looked in the mirror this morning and it registered that I still hated what I saw. I won’t even say what my weigh-in number was, but I was right: I had just gained weight. I guess that’s what happens when you binge.
So, from here on out, I’m starting over. There’s no point continuing something I know I’ll fail, so in giving myself a second chance. A fresh start. A clean slate.
So let day one begin!
Days Thirteen/Fourteen:
I’ve had such a busy weekend, and I really can’t say what I’ve eaten because, quite frankly, I can’t really remember.
All I know is that it’s consisted mainly of ice cream.
And more ice cream.
Which, consequently, is probably bad, but it’s nearly midnight and, after feeling the effects of all that sugar, I can’t really bring myself to care.
I’ll probably be pretty upset about it tomorrow, though, when I weigh in a day late and see how much I’ve gained.
Oh well.
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Day Twelve:
Sorry I couldn’t post yesterday—I was away from home and didn’t have access to a computer.
Sunchips: 120 calories
Frozen Yogurt: 100 calories
Green Beans: 70 calories
Potatoes: 90 calories
Chocolate Chip Cookie: 300 calories
Walking (three hours): [-600 calories]
Total: 80 calories
Allowed: 500 calories
Which is probably why I made all of that up today… Augh, curse you, binge eating…
